I have been seeing my pdoc for a year now, and so far I have been told I have depression by him. I got on anxiety meds, anti-depressants and anti-psychotics when I was in the hospital and pdoc didn't change them until about the beginning of this year when he finally said I don't think I am schizophrenic and stopped my anti-psychotics. And then I got tired of my weight, which I had gained over 20 lbs and stopped my anti-depressants and anxiety meds. My doctor was against stopping, but after I stopped I have lost, and am still losing weight (15 lbs now). I was doing fine, no depression or anxiety for three months until recent tragic events occurred. I went to my primary doctor today and she wanted to know why I stopped meds and what my actual diagnoses is. Ive been labeled Bipolar (by hospital stay), BPD (by older therapist), Manic Depressive with schizo tendencies (by hospital stay). But my actual pdoc has never told me what I have. Am I wrong to think he should know by now? Do I actually have nothing wrong with me? I am going back to see my pdoc to ask him about a diagnoses and also starting a new med for anxiety which has increased in the past month. Also primary doctor recommend I see him again. And also my new therapist thinks I might be ADD so going to talk to pdoc about what he thinks.....I want answers! and no one can agree and everything thinks something different and its so frustrating!
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