My sadness is overwhelming. During the day I cover up and hide my feelings and every night I burst. I don't know if I can handle this any longer. I don't feel like doing anything anymore. People are starting to notice and I just tell them I have a stomachache. I can't tell anyone I don't know how. All my feelings are mixed up I can't tell them apart anymore. I just sit in the dark and listen to music. I don't want to commit suicide but it doesn't feel like there is any other way. Please help me.