How do you handle it when you feel like crap and then you start talking to a friend and they say theyre having suicidal thoughts? I went into protection mode for in the same instance that I want to self-harm. Its hard. I don't want her to do anything harmful...like die..but I want to see blood. She promised shed be safe so I let it go and gave her a crisis number and suggested she join PC.

Im so sick of all this ****. I just want to be 'normal.' im tired of dealing with all the crap we deal with to function.

im tired.

of it all.