Hi there,

I'm only a newbie on here to, but I hear you...

The last year and a bit things had gotten really bad for me. It feels like a blur. All i clearly remember is just wanting it all to end. Today is the first time I've felt light in forever. I've started new medication and had a recent increase in dosage, honestly I did not have much hope that it would even make a difference. Don't get me wrong I still feel fragile and know it's probably just one day, but I'm so,so very thankful for it. I've remembered what it feels like to be alive again.

I don't know whether it will be helpful or just smell of cheese, but for me taking it day by day is the only way I've survived this long...the good days make it worth it and there is always the hope that maybe there will be more good ones than bad ones...the good days give me hope and the hope gives me the strength to carry on

All the best