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Originally Posted by Lmciyah
Suicide is bad. I lost a couple of friends through the years from it, but never a parent. However, I feel that the folks who say it's selfish are in reality the ones who are being selfish. They don't know the misery, pain, turmoil, and suffering our bp minds go through.
Next time I consider it, I absolutely will not disclose it to anyone. Why? Because, is my life better than the last time that I got very close? Hell no it's not. In fact it's worse.
So, my next time, I will succeed.
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I'm really sorry you're hurting so bad. I was hoping this thread would maybe have people really look at their choices and the effects left behind.
I've been just as suicidal as the next person. Yes, this illness creates total destruction if you let it, but it doesn't have to be terminal.