So yesterday was my last day of TMS.. Thank goodness! I was so tired of being lightheaded and having neck/back pain.

The good news is I did see a change, the bad news is it was only about 50%. I'll take that over nothing any day! I just wish it would have been my solution. Although I have really bad GAD so I think the only way I could see a full benefit from TMS is if I was able to do the right side GAD protocol as well.

Don't get me wrong even through my anxiety is bad, depression is not completely gone, so it's not like depression was cured leaving me with just anxiety, no such luck. I still have some crying spells, but not as many and I still feel hopeless, but not as often, I am officially mildly depressed according to the test they do... So that's something. Although physical symptoms are still there... So it's rough.. Like being tired after going to the grocery store or doing anything else really, but before I was a complete wreck and couldn't even make it to work. I can now get through the day and smile with only moments of real depressed thoughts.

So, back to the drawing board sort of.. I have to try pills again because my anxiety is just horrible... I worry about everything right now, which is not good. So my new pdoc wants me to try Cymbalta again since it worked before... So here we go again.... Sigh.

Wish I had better news.

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