Thanks Agentfyre, you are really kind About therapy, I don't know...I'm already thinking to see someone for OCD, but I didn't decide yet, also because it's difficult for me to tell it to my parents...and it would probably require time. To add also therapy for phobia...I don't know.
If you had therapy for a phobia, can you tell me something about your experience, for example how it works and how long it has been? Also with PMs if you want.
Thanks again for answering