I often wonder if my ruminating over things I've done wrong is OCD. I do the counting and repetitive thing too. I sometimes get in a rut of typing/ tapping inconspicuously certain words - last, from, stand, keep, just. Sometimes, it will extend to typing names of streets and everything else. It would be so strange if I were to meet someone else in the world with this odd compulsion.

If you've suffered from any OCD in your life, a really good movie is Phoebe in Wonderland. It's a really good movie, period, for people who have felt alone or different from others around them.