hey, sorry i have yet had any solution to your problem. because this is my problem too. I can't make myself face school and the work. I know like you do, that i have to attend class to know the stuff for the exam. but i really don't wana face it. my dr suggested me to live in school hostel. then going to class will just be blocks away instead of taking trains and buses. But that's not the point. I think i will rot in the hostel room, worse than living at home.
the new med i am taking makes me so sleepy in the day ( I take it at night) If i were to attend morning classes, I had to secretly skip the med. I have four days of morning classes in a week, so i might as well not take the med at all. Then I have to arrange my tutoring outside to earn my own money. I have no energy to do any of these...
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Bipolar, BPD, ED
increasing med right now: a downhill slope
Seroquel 200mg
Epilim 300mg
Olanzapine 5mg
Amisulpride 50mg (just started trying this)
Clonazepam 1.5mg
Ativan 1mg (PRN)
Zopiclone (Imovane) 10mg
In psychosis and struggling worse with ED
I skip med because I would rather be psychotic than living in the real sucky world
Who can understand?...
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