It's been 4 1/2 months. The thing is it felt like it was fading slightly a couple of months ago and then I saw her in passing from a distance, not in a situation to speak or anything but that was all it took for me to start thinking I neeeeed to see you. I'm thinking of excuses to see her but I can't, it would be stupid.

I hadn't thought of it like a grieving process but I guess it kind of is because I've cried lately on more than one occasion.