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Originally Posted by silver tree
I also have a sort of 'party gal' or deliberately arrogant part of me too. Where I feel I want to be outrageous or opinionated and I lash out at anyone who I feel wants to dampen that. Do BPD people have that too? or is that just me being awful  |
I get that sometimes. Usually though it takes a drink or two to get me there and I can become arrogant and quick to speak out and sometimes start swearing like a bad 80s action movie (which is embarrassing to remember later). It's so odd as that's the opposite to my normal quiet and reserved self and I don't get those urges to be outrageous then so it's not like I'm holding back or anything. So it does sometimes seem like MPD and must be confusing for others.
btw, my signature is from a lyric by Bill Callahan from the sublime album - 'Sometimes I Wish We Were an Eagle'.