Well I can't look back on roll call busy with kitten. I have to watch him bc he was fixed and he's not supposed to play or jump for two days, which is hard, lol. He's full of energy.

So I had an emergency appt with my psych nurse. She was extremely concerned. I've been taking massive amounts of meds to sleep, old ones blah, blah. So I'm going off some and just taking seroquel and loraz, and visteral for sleep now. We are changing over to Topamox for ms. She said the amount of doxepin, and visteral I was taking can be fatal. So I'm on 2 weight gainers now...Ugh. But I've got to trust her. I'm getting rid of all the meds I've accumulated, drs orders, my sister is picking them up. She also said I could have fainted or had a really bad seizure as well. So I've got to trust her. I hope I sleep. I did sleep 7 hours last nite but I took mass amounts of visteral and doxepin. I just can't handle not sleeping. Please universe, let me sleep tonight...

Anyway, I hope everyone is doing ok.

I love, love my new baby. His name is Jaden Blackfoot then my last name. He's a cuddler. A pure sweetheart. newus I hope ur taking ur meds... we care about you.