I'll try to not get too upset right at the moment, though it's going to take super effort and self-control. Or some sense of reassurance, which is why I wish my shrink were around.

There is an official background check with fingerprinting in the works for a position that is to start in October. I'll be working with mostly dependent adults. People are really careful and picky about who they allow into that sort of setting. Even though old, it may be serious enough that I'm not cleared. The people who interviewed me may not have a choice and may not even be able to give me a chance to explain.