I feel like I have wasted 30 years of my life that I can never get back. I wonder how different life could have been if I had discovered meds back when I first displayed symptoms. the different choices I would have made in life. my only regret would be that I wouldn't have my kids but I could do without the rest of my life......but then I would not be where I am today and I am very happy with what I have accomplished in the last seven years. it took all that pain to get me here. so I am kind of mixed about it