It sounds like you feel obligated to jump each one of the hurdles and you are tired of it. What if you made the obstacle course. What would it look like and where would it lead to. Why does it have to be an obstacle course?

Taking good care of other people and sticking up for them is awesome, but time also needs to be spent validating yourself as being worthy as well. I know this all too well and am in a terrible way these last few weeks.

You are not alone. Don't change your screen name to ghost. There are many of us out here.

I'm new to this, so tell me if I am stating the obvious and I certainly would be appreciative of any criticism.

Take Care. Try running around a couple hurdles or ask somebody to rub your feet after a particularly long race.