What you're describing emotionally... I think that's normal. After my 3rd session, I called T to tell her I wouldn't be coming back because I was triggered so badly that I wanted to kill myself a few days after each session. Her response was, "Oh... we're moving too fast. We can slow down. We can find a safe place."

You just need to talk about it with T.

My emotions were so severe, I thought I couldn't come back, or I would literally be dead... but we worked it out. I still get emotional and things... all the time... but I think that's just part of processing the stuff you discuss.