I ended up going with a different pdoc and therapist. I had been going to the county. They are basically incompetent. I had been deteriorating for months and they didn't respond adequately. I felt like they didn't take my symptoms seriously and try hard enough to help me. They said I could always go to the hospital if things got bad enough. That's fine and dandy but how about keeping me out of the hospital in the first place???

I'm doing quite well on 20mg Prozac, 100 mg Seroquel, 7.5-15 mg Remeron and 1.25 mg Ambien. Looking back on my experience with the county, I now see that they cannot effectively deal with cases where a person is not stable on their meds. All they are good for is refilling your prescriptions. They aren't worth s*** for figuring out a solution for you. They just say "Oh well, she can always go to the hospital." What a cop-out!