I guess that in US school had already begin. I still have a week left until that...
Last year there were lots of change. They weren't easy for me to deal with. Maybe I tend to overlook things, but I must admit there were really hard times.
And probably I am not totaly comfortable with the situation yet. I fear a little bit what might happen this year.
Most people think that being on university for 6 years is to long. But only who goes throught it knows. The fact that I just have two more years to go is scary. I feel scared now that I am officialy a 5th year student. It's like I am getting older and I didn't notice it before. After this next year it's all about clinical pratice. And I am so unprepered for that.
I just have a year more to connect with my mates. Four years weren't enough to break my barriers, one more year won't be enough.
I am afraid about it.
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