Before I was medicated I was a hot mess too... sleeping with all the hot girls.. staying high and drunk all the time.. I was a party.. I was known.. known for being hot. Known for being a complete ladies man. Known for my stature down south... I was that bad *** in the corner that wouldn't talk to girls.. then 3 girls would come up to me and start talking to me once they put enough alcahol in their system to have enough courage to walk up and see me..then the guys I worked with would just be like wow how u pull that off is ridiculous. yah... glory days... in all honesty looking back... it was a good thing because I met my wife out there... the one that actually tied me down.. other them that I'm ashamed.. being a dad of 2 daughters I certainly don't want them to run into the old me out there... ashamed for being a *****.... something I was proud of then... definitely 2 different aspects of things once u grow up...