I can't afford medications, so I don't take anything to help. I can't go to the doctor since I'm not insured and I can't afford going to one in the first place.
I don't have a job, finding one is difficult because I don't live in a big city and the other closest city's I'm located by are either more in the industrial business or are to far.
I used to go to therapy, but my family forced me not to go because they thought I was 'cured' just because I got my way when I asked desperately to talk to someone with my problem.
I have no supporters like family and friends because they don't like the fact I'm 'different' in that way. I can hardly talk to them without them criticizing me or bullying me about how I can't be normal like them.
I usually cope with things by either talking to my imaginary friend or fantasizing of being other places.
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"I know you're afraid to open your eyes
too scared of what you'll see
Because this girl standing before you
is not who she once used to be..."
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