I did talk to my Dr again on phone...she seemed semi annoyed but not totally. I was trying to tell her stuff and said I didn't know why I was doing the things Im doing and she said she thinks I know. Then that Im cycling, remember? Then she said to use crisis line when I needed to chat because they are there and she may not be able to get in touch with me right away, take my meds and make sure I get into see her on Tuesday at my appt.