Oh geez... that sounds awful. Your T sounds... awful! I can't believe she lashed out like that at you, totally inappropriate. It sounds like she has her own unresolved crap and isn't going to be much help to you. I get that money is an issue... but really... there HAS to be someone you can see who isn't totally nuts like that?

And, for the record...
- Yes, ratings should be anonymous
- Low ratings should mean that the THERAPIST needs to IMPROVE, not that the CLIENT needs to change their ratings!!!
- After that last meeting, I'd give her the lowest rating possible
- Agree that watching a video online is NOT THERAPY. She can give you the link. It's a waste of your time and money. You're paying to talk to a therapist, not watch videos!

Good luck... I hope you can at least poke around a bit and see if there's anyone else that you can see.