Since your not working you would qualify for free or very low cost mental health services through your county and they often can get free medications for you.. There is help if you want to improve your living situation and life.

Coping skills are free to learn . They can learned here or a simple goggle search will give you loads of them also Youtube has some great videos that could benefit you.

Having family that supported you would be wonderful but its not necessary. You can take control of your life.

Take care~