I've been thinking about this for quite some time now.

Cus of my BP problems, I have no serious plans, ideas or hope for the future. Before my life was full, now it's empty...it's a routine, I am not happy about it, but too afraid to do something.

Like I said, my lack of ideas, my abitions just went away, dunno where, and cus of all this...I am sad.

I ask you my friends, is it normal to feel this way? Are the med's the one doing this to me? Or am I just going through a fase "you're accepting your illness"?

HELP me with some advice