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Originally Posted by JaneC
I need for my T to reassure me somehow that he doesn't now find me repulsive. That he still cares about me. That I am not disgusting. I need, need need....and that is such a vulnerable place to be in. And I feel intense fear that like others in my past, once I trust and open up......he will hurt me....
I can not face it on top of this! What if it is my fault too? ...
What will he think?
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((Jane)), thank you for putting this into words. What you feel is so similar to my situation, except that it's friends not a therapist I'm worried about. Reassurance, caring, kindness - all these things I long for but receive from very few.
I don't have anything particularly helpful to offer, but did want to say thanks.
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