no T this week and I am freaking about going to the mothers . I still want to jump out of my skin and as it gets closer I am just getting scared and uneasy. stupid I know . I agreed to help my local scrapbooking store to set up a craft sale this week . I have been working all week all day. it has caused me bunches of distress also .I was hoping t would keep my mind off things . instead it has caused me to worry all week if I am doing things ok ,am I making people mad .are they talking about me etc. and the store is also in the building that has a T office in it . I had contacted this T once when I was going to stop seeing mine. I think she is thinking mean about me etc.im getting really paranoid . my head is racing