How old are your girls ? Have they expressed where they want to be ? How often do you see them ? Are there any marks on the girls ? Are they afraid ?
Be sure to express your concerns and how this affects you with your therapist.
Remember the courts want to hear what is "the best interest of the children.Thats what you have to focus on.Do not bad mouth other family members.You are there to express your love and well being of the children.