((((((((((Candy))))))))))))

You are NOT invisible here, NOT NOT NOT. I'd miss you if you disappeared, so stay put. I happen to love my friend very much.

Can you try to take some of that energy and will that you put towards helping everyone else and devote it to yourself, doing something you enjoy, that would help you? It doesn't need to be a big thing, but even taking an hour or two to do something enjoyable can be beneficial.

I hope you find some peace soon.