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Originally Posted by artemis-within
I feel like throwing up this morning in anticipation of talking to t again in a few hours.  i sure wish i knew what is going on with me. |
You do seem to have some sort of serious fear. Could you journal and see what you might discover?
Also, maybe you're afraid of what might happen if she dies without a professional will, so you're trying to run away now rather than face that possibility?