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Originally Posted by HazelGirl
You do seem to have some sort of serious fear. Could you journal and see what you might discover?
Also, maybe you're afraid of what might happen if she dies without a professional will, so you're trying to run away now rather than face that possibility?
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Ugh. Leave before she can leave me.... now there's an old pattern I hadn't recognized. thank you HG. I'm sure she's already recognized that, but I'll mention it today anyway. I know that I trust t enough to be this emotionally vulnerable with her but that doesn't make it any easier. Therapy can be so hard. Being emotionally naked and vulnerable on purpose - who needs it? Apparently I do. Meh. What am I so afraid of? Why do I feel so trapped? Why do I feel so emotionally bound to her?! These are all good journaling questions.