Ugh. Leave before she can leave me.... now there's an old pattern I hadn't recognized. thank you HG. I'm sure she's already recognized that, but I'll mention it today anyway. I know that I trust t enough to be this emotionally vulnerable with her but that doesn't make it any easier. Therapy can be so hard. Being emotionally naked and vulnerable on purpose - who needs it? Apparently I do. Meh. What am I so afraid of? Why do I feel so trapped? Why do I feel so emotionally bound to her?! These are all good journaling questions.