I think my problem is I want to experience the pain IN HER OFFICE vs alone at home. It makes it harder for me to deal with my kids, my husband, friends and work. By next Wednesday, I'll be better but until then I'm not myself and everyone can feel it. I guess I need to ask her better ways of dealing with this. I left my last session furious at her which made the week so long. I told her I wanted to make sure I left with everything ok between us.