I also can relate
For how long do you see your T? For me it lessens a bit with time and it works when after the session (especially when I'm angry with my T) I send her an e-mail... I've realized that for me the worst is the second day after the session and my T says that it is a day when I lose the connection with her and when I come to the next session I almost have to start from the scratch, so now we'll work on that and see if it helps... I hope your T might will have some ideas how to make it easier for you...