Yeah -- I think worst part of the depressive cycle (for me) is the feeling of just settling for how my life is...

I mean, get up, shower (maybe) coffee, cereal, drive to work, work, drive home, sit and watch tv, go to bed, get up...

It goes away though...cuz other times I love my job and things feel like they are moving forward....to some sort of positive end...not just the same old grind.

You'll get through though....

As the saying goes: "This too shall pass..."