Well i Did it, I felt better almost right away, but afterwards the next day of course she told me how she didn't like this at all. I held firm and all i got out of her was how she was sorry she hurt me, and how she didn't want to hurt him after all these years and have things end in hatred, which as much as i want to think told me everything i needed to know. i don't know how i feel right now. it hurts a lot. ive been second guessing myself thinking someone in my life is better than nothing, and what would be happening if i hadn't said a word and kept things going. its hard to walk away from someone who i truly believe cares about me, Just not as much as i care about her apparently. I just feel like a stick in the mud right now. 3 and a half months is a long time to wait around for someone to make a decision and yet i feel like i cornered someone still. im just a mix of emotions and hope things get better soon