i thought about just going again
just takin a break from pc
like everyone else seems to be doing
but im not giving up
just cos its gettin to hard
just cos things are gettin complex
and i dont want to make others feel bad
about their choice
all our situations are different
we are all in different spaces
for me im sick of givin in to fear
im stayin here
just like im gonna do everything i can to get better
that includes makin it to every T appt
and takin meds if they think i need to
im gonna do what i need to
to get the life ive always wanted
so im not giving up
im not leaving here
im not leaving any of u
im staying
and im gonna get better