((arich62)),

The most important thing you need to learn/accept/develop when it comes to faith is that you have your own "unique" design and if you are created a certain way, that is not a sin and it's not about God verses the Devil inside you either.

It just so happens that when we are developing into a human being there is no such thing as "perfection". And eventually the science will be there so we can see this reality too. However, what you "can" do is take some time and just sit in some busy shopping mall and people watch. It won't take long before you notice how every single person you see is indeed "unique". If you think about the "devil" well, IMHO it would be to insist all these different people you are seeing that are clearly all unique to have to be all the same, because that is not possible. Besides, it would be "boring" if everyone looked the same and thought the same.

It was sad, and tragic what happened with Robin Williams, but he was very challenged and IMHO he needed more help then he led on to need. And sometimes a big loss like that creates a much bigger desire to pay attention more and learn more. And the way you can do your part is to learn more about yourself and do your best to heal and accept yourself and reach out to others who need help to do the same. There have been some pretty amazing creative individuals that were men who happened to "love" women's fashion and experimenting with textiles/fabrics and fashion and the arts such as theater and entertainment. IMHO, the devil is in not embracing who you are as God made you.

OE