Yes, with a very important person in my life who ran away after I opened up to them. I still have to get over it. And then T1 referred me on because she wouldn't put up with me. She was specialized in my issue but said she couldn't help me. My current T whom I am fond of doesn't specialize in my issue(s) and I always worry she will leave at a certain point. Last week she held me while I was crying. 3 days ago she admitted it was powerful as she felt my overwhelming anger and despair. I nearly had a heart attack but T immediately said that she just meant it was a special moment and she's glad she got so close and that I help her to help me better. Still... it happened and she is human. So I find my self wondering how long before she runs