I'm only depressed interacting with other people. Reading their views online. Always reminding me how much I suck at life.I don't just want to crawl into bed. I want to crawl under my bed and never come back out. I can't even make the depression support chat lately. I can't make planned times. I wasn't actually feeling bad today. Just emptyheaded with a slight depressive undertone that wasn't invasive.
I read something that reminded me about myself. Then I felt my stomach drop and everything went to ****.
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