Ever since I quite my job, my emotions have been so up and down. I have been going through the five stages of grieving and Im all but to the point of, "their loss".
Im not going to the gym like I should (last week I had an appointment with some sort of doctor every day but Friday).
I hurt. Once I talk myself into getting out of bed or off the couch and do something I feel better. But today I went grocery shopping and I felt like a zombie. I hurt everywhere. I havent slept well for a few days due to a cold but that has not held me back at all this week.
I feel empty. Like I cant find my footing. Its been a little over two weeks, maybe Im expecting to much to soon.
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I asked God to keep me safe from my enemies, now half my friends are gone.
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Bipolar I
MDD
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Lamictal-100mg
Effexor-225mg
Trazodone-100mg
propranolol 80mg
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