I'm curious to know if there is such a thing as patient representatives that can be present during dr. visits to help advocate for me? I have a terrible time trying to discuss anything with them. I'm afraid if they get mad because I ask for med. change that I might start cursing and get into trouble. So, I go with the flow while there, then go home and deal with it like always. I hate confrontation! I do anything to avoid it until I've had enough, then blow my top. I've done this all my life. It seems as though everyone can be moody and have bad days but me. So I say FU to all the shitheads I've worked with in the past. I think it's the lack of proper meds. is why I act like that. And why can other people be moody like bosses and coworkers and treat everyone like shite and it's ok, but they used it against me. And people wonder why I hate the human race.

Power, money, and control. The more you have to pay for, the more responsibility and power with your job, the more rights you have to treat people like crap. At least that's what I've observed.

Thanks for allowing me to vent that out and sorry about getting off topic.. Oh, my last job, because I knew several were scheming to get me fired, I got so tired of it that I would take a sharpie and draw a hand shooting a bird with Fu@# You written backwards on my arm for days at a time. I'm telling you if one of them gets into a really tough spot and was starving for food or water and I saw them again, I wouldn't waste my time to piss down their throat.