<font color="#000088"> WOW are we in the same body? I could not have said that better myself. It is exactly what I am doing right now. I slipped RIGHT back into the dreaded "one or the other has to go" ideation weeks, months, hell years ago....

Who and/or what do you have as treatment options? Please tell me you at least have soemone to go to, i.e. ANY type of psych/p-doc/regular doc... If $$ is the problem, tell that too... I've given a creidt card out before, I'll do it again if I need to..
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