How long have you been on that fairly high dose of Depakote?

You take Depakote, which is sedative and some people basically become catatonic on it, and a little Trazodone for sleep.

Most people on this regimen would be very quiet. So my issue with your post is that you are attributing your quiet personality to, well, personality, whereas it might be the effect of long term sedation by meds.

Your combo makes me suspect that you pdoc is satisfied with your being always in a low grade depression because such patients are not squeaky wheels.