[QUOTE=flours;3979225]the whole summer I've mostly been hiding in my dark appartment with curtains closed. today it is warm again, probably last time for this summer and I decided to go out wear something nice and have ice cream in a little place I always wanted to go.
I dressed up, my friend came and we left. then a woman from my house steps out the door and starts explaining to me that there is a hole in my tights and my shoes are too big for me. that really pissed me off. I went back in and put on the same old shirt and the same old pants I've been wearing every day and some comfortable shoes. we went to the place and I wasn't exactly in a good mood anymore. and I apologized to my friend who knows I have depression. I tried to talk to her and bought her ice cream and we ate it and suddenly she got up and said it's useless to talk to me and left. she said I can call her when I am doing better.
went back home. will not try to do anything like that anymore.[/QUOTE

She prob said that its useless talking about it cos she doesn't know how to help, what to do, she doesn't get it. Its hard to talk and feel supported by others when depression is quite severe.