It's the stupid things that sometimes start the cycle......my kitchen got so messy & I desperately need to get it cleaned up so that I can start cooking again. I ate all the microwave meals out of my freezer & now everything I have left are things I have to bake or BBQ....it wouldn't be so bad if my kitchen wasn't such a mess that I don't even have counter space to work on. It's time to get the mess cleaned up so I can start eating again.....I love eggplant Parmesan & had purchased several at Trader Joe's. Making one frozen meal a day just doesn't cut it to keep the weight in a safe place & I have lost more than I really want to loose. I will be having oral surgery soon to have all my teeth pulled & get dentures finally.....7 years of crumbling teeth that I had since I was a kid....can't blame the anorexia on that as my dad had bad teeth & the dentist said that the enamel didn't form because I was really sick & the antibiotics they gave me at the time messed up the formation of the enamel.....but the anorexia years probably didn't help that condition either.......but they said that takes 4 months for it to heal before they can do the lower inplants.....then that takes 4 months to heal before they do the permanent dentures....& they only provide upper temporary dentures until then......so I won't be eating that much.....need to eat the food I have in my freezer because most of it is meats....some of my favorite is lamb....but I seriously need to get my kitchen cleaned & organized before I can even get to my stove or my counter tops. I had it cleaned up awhile ago before I was focusing on getting my bedroom floor ready for the linoleum to be installed......when I focused on that I let everything else go.....grrr.....there isn't enough of me...& that stresses me & when I stress, my metabolism goes up & that also knocks off the weight. I have to stay at a healthy weight because I'm sure after having all my teeth pulled & living on a liquid diet for awhile.....I will also have quite a bit of weight loss & honestly, I don't have any extra weight to loose without it becoming a problem