Really bad night. Totally frustrated and so damn tired. I wish I would just pass out for crying out loud. I want to get so mad; scream so loud for the world to hear. I am totally clenched up and feeling like a ****** bomb. I want to explode. I am so stupidly tired that things seem to be moving around me but I know when I look again; they are not going anywhere. Feel so uptight and so angry; why??? I keep clenching my body and my fists want to destroy something. What the hell is wrong with me. I am so sorry for this; if I dont vent I am going to completely and utterly lose my freaking mind. aaaaahhhhh.