KUREHA you're not going to get a gun, so I wouldn't worry about any risk.

English gun laws are pretty much the same as here, unless you have farmers land to shoot on, are registered with a gun club or have a hunting license you're not going to get a license. There are many more factors that come into it but they're just a few.

To the people of this forum: I wouldn't worry about her getting a gun, it's not going to happen.

Now if you knew someone with a gun, well that's a different story.

Edit: Just to add, I was thinking in a similar way a few years ago when I was about 15. I mentioned it (very vaguely) in school to my guidance counsellor and they called the police who took my fathers gun off him because of the risk. This is how super cautious they are and given your diagnosis and CTO, not going to happen.