haleylaurel, you said you are in a terribly emotional place right now, and you know deep down that a baby will not solve this, if anything it can make it worse. You are only 21 years old and I dont have to tell you that a baby puts a strain on the most stable of couples. Nobody can tell you that your biological clock is not ticking. Be kind to yourself haley and give yourself some time to be in a more stable frame of mind.

Best wishes..