Crawling out of my skin today, for some reason. Just really anxious and overly racy mind. Obsessing over every last little thing that is wrong with my life, that I've done wrong, that could be wrong. Mixed state. Slept too much. Feeling sad. Took my prn zyprexa. Not feeling like that is doing the trick, but feel the need to do something. Currently without a tdoc. Need to stop talking to my spouse, and get professional help - but need my job to come through, first. Today, I just want to keep my feet on the ground.