I know that feeling of wanting to be angry but having it disappear when it comes time for session. Had it happen so many times with previous T.
Last week after my missed appt I let it all go on H. It felt so good too - even more so because it was an appropriate target and I had no reason to feel bad afterwards.
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'...
At poor peace I sing
To you strangers (though song
Is a burning and crested act,
The fire of birds in
The world's turning wood,
For my sawn, splay sounds,)
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Dylan Thomas, Author's Prologue
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